Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing more I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing more I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark...
I only wish for the light...

~PROFILE~

Nicholas Tan

19 years old

ex-TPJCian Squasher

Currently in the service of SAF

Bday : 22/8

Friends are my life

Games are my pastime

Slacking is my hobby

Sports are my de-stress-ers

~WISHES~

a new nice bag

Slam Dunk!

More free time to spend with my friends

NS time to pass real fast..

That special someone...

~ENTERTAIN ME!~

~FRIENDS~

Alan. Darrelle. Dionis. Germaine. Henry. Hui Jun. Mei Zhen. Jasmine. Jun Qiang. Mark. Nicky. Pang Yao. Tracy. Ziqi.
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Tuesday, February 27, 2007
5:28 PM

Hello again.. hiax.. sometimes I find that TPJC is a little wierd.. yesterday planed to play badminton with my classmates after sch.. but was chased out by some stupid teacher becasue he said there was badminton training and the court was to be used by those in the cca only.. =.="" then went to play basketball instead...

Another thing.. on friday.. the sch only lets students out at 1pm.. which i think is stupid.. Ive read in the forums that there are ppl finishing at 10.30am.. what does the sch want them to do? hiax.. stupid rules... also cant play basketball in uniform... =(

Sigh.. just a few weeks in TPJC and we are requried to do a GP project already.. so damn sian... dun really like projects.. somemore its a GP project.. dun have any motivation to do.. and must hand it on friday somemore.. =(

Finally got class outing on friday.. but then that forced me to change my dental appointment to tmr.. if they postpone the class outing again im gonna kill the teacher!!! haha.. jkjk..

Btw.. posting results gonna be out soon.. good luck to all of you guys!!

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Friday, February 23, 2007
4:39 PM

YES!!! Finally removed my braces... haha.. now i feel a little uncomfortable when i eat.. just like how i felt when i 1st wore braces.. =) Anyway.. CNY is just over, and i collected a reasonable amount of Hong Bao money... LOL... I was playing computer games most the time... lol...

haha.. my class is more bonded now... haha... we have converted all free lessons to playing poker cards... lol.. most of the class started gambling already, luckily for me, i lost 50cents only... haha..
Hiax.. Class outing has been postponed again.. dunno why its so hard to organise a class outing... Now we also dunno where or what to do.. if got any good suggestions pls tell me.. haha

Anyway.. had lunch with mark and pang yao.. mark made me and pang yao wait for 25min.. his stupid GP made his class stay back to explain the GP project... after lunch.. played basketball with marcus, andre.. the usual gang... which ended up in pain in my feet again when i got home... sigh..

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Wednesday, February 14, 2007
5:15 PM

Weee.. today is valentines day... lol... It didnt really went as well as i thought i would be.. haha.. I booked flowers for all the girls in my class.. but the student council was so disorganised that they didnt even deliver the flowers... =( In the end i had to go there and "claim" my flowers... Then i decided to collate them together and gave them all to somebody.. [No im not saying who... =) ]
Then she gave me a box of chocolates... haha (this is the first time ive given or received a personal valentine gift.. =X )

Today played basketball during P.E.. one for the best games i ever played since entering TPJC.. lol.. This resulted in more pain in my feet.. lol... Then after sch met up with Mark and Samuel for lunch at Tampines Mall.. spent almost 40 min to accompany Mark find a valentine gift.. LOL..

Thats about all for today.. haha.. maybe next year i will handle my flowers on my own.. haha..
Happy Valentines Day!!

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Friday, February 9, 2007
6:40 PM

hm.. finally ive got smt to post here.. LOL.. today was the release of the O lvl results.. Stupid mok.. anyhow say out my results... I wanted to see it with my own too eyes FIRST hand ok.. so.. stop butting into my business ok mok?

My L1R5 was 14, 5th in sch... but that dosnt mean that im satisfied... i didnt get any A1... (Not even my e.maths or phy.. ) But then again, I got a big shock of my life when i saw my Comb. Humanities..

Heres my results

English : B3
Comb Humanities : A2 (and there i was saying "if i get an A for Humanities.. The sky will drop")
A.Maths : B3 (disappointment.. at least better then my prelims.. )
E.Maths : A2 (Complete Disappointment.. To hell with my careless mistakes... )
Physics : A2 (disappointment.. What went wrong??)
Chemistry : A2
Chinese : C5

L1R4 : 11
L1R5 : 14

Haha.. anyways.. today was a tiring day for me.. Had road run in the morning... The girls in our class walked during the mass run.. (maybe not all.. haha) And us boys who started our mass run 5/10 min ltr.. managed to catch up with them!! LOL... When the road run ended, My feet was already quite painful... After take O lvl results.. went to play basketball with mark and friends... ended up putting more pain to flat feet... sigh.. went home in agony.. lol... haha..

I have already decided to stay in Tpjc.. and im glad some more ppl are coming to Tpjc from EVSS too.. haha..
Actually what Miss Leon said was quite true.. "It doesnt matter wat subjects you take or what sch you go to.. what matters is that you do the best in everything you do.. and you'll suceed..."

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Sunday, February 4, 2007
11:11 AM

Hello there.. lol... Finally we managed to "organise" an class outing to vivocity last friday.. 8ppl went, 2 left early.. haha.. We played at the playground.. =X ...Then went to shop... however we spent most of the time talking... but im not about to disclose what we talked about.. =)
From this outing.. I realised 2 things..
1st, Our class isnt bonded enough... only 8 out of 18 ppl agreed to go together
2nd, Class outings DO help bond the class together.. LOL... (redundant??)

Putting that aside.. My parents are getting more irritating.. everyday ask me do work.. ask me study.. i almost finished doing my tutorials and they still ask me do more work... They alos began to restrict my computer usuage... Argghh... Why?? Its not like i have done anything.. You wanna know what they said?
They said "If you want to continue chatting nonsense on msn, You might as well dont go JC as you are not putting effort in your work..." This didnt make any sense to me... What does chatting on msn and putting effort in your work have to do with each other?? Anyone wan to tell me??

Sigh.. Lectures and tutorials are getting more boring.. My favourtie and best subject are maths and physics.. but the tutors are soo damn boring.. at least the Chem tutor is quite funny.. abit like Mr harold goh... sigh.. im begining to miss EVSS.. especially Mr Ee... LOL (at least we can make fun of him... )

expressing the emptiness inside me..