Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing more I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing more I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark...
I only wish for the light...

~PROFILE~

Nicholas Tan

19 years old

ex-TPJCian Squasher

Currently in the service of SAF

Bday : 22/8

Friends are my life

Games are my pastime

Slacking is my hobby

Sports are my de-stress-ers

~WISHES~

a new nice bag

Slam Dunk!

More free time to spend with my friends

NS time to pass real fast..

That special someone...

~ENTERTAIN ME!~

~FRIENDS~

Alan. Darrelle. Dionis. Germaine. Henry. Hui Jun. Mei Zhen. Jasmine. Jun Qiang. Mark. Nicky. Pang Yao. Tracy. Ziqi.
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Sunday, April 19, 2009
8:00 PM

Boredom - The word to describe my weekend.. sure ive been online and have been playing some games with my friends over the computer... but somehow i just feel very sian.. maybe its the lack of contact with my friends? most guys are in the army already and the firls are working.. =/ cant really find a time and reason to get everybody together..

sigh.. really miss the good old days when i was still schooling, the friendships we forged, and fun times we had... who knows, maybe i'll find better friends in NS? so far they have proven themselves to be able to make ppl laugh alot..

at least now im sort of taking up a new sport.. my camp seniors "demand" that we get real good at volleyball so we can defend the title of the best volleyball players in my camp.. =/ oh its not that bad... so for we are just like whacking the ball over the net, no sign of real skill yet.. =X

Sunday night is the worst, dread going back to camp, damn.. Time really acts in a strange way.. It passes fast when u are enjoying urself, and it passes real slow when u are doing something u dislike.. =(

The emptiness just intensifies... so much i cant take it anymore...

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Sunday, April 5, 2009
7:57 PM

Arrrgh.. dammit... cant belive we kena cheated in coming to my current unit.. -.-"

what the warrant officer said:
- 4 mths vocational training
- Stay out after vocational training
- 8 to 5 job in air con

what it really was
- 23 weeks vocational training
- stay in until 3 mths before ORD
-8 to 5 job but stay in bunk.. -.-"

ZZZ... the only saving grace is that we get the same pay as combatants... oh well, i still dunno what im gonna do in my unit.. its classified and we are not cleared yet..

today went out with my brother and his friends.. went to cybercafe to play some games and then went to arcade... bumped into angeline at the arcade, quite surprised to see her there.. even more surprised that she could reconise me.. o.O

sigh.. gotta go back to camp soon.. dammnit.. so sian, at least i get to watch tv in there.. =/

expressing the emptiness inside me..