Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing more I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing more I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark...
I only wish for the light...

~PROFILE~

Nicholas Tan

19 years old

ex-TPJCian Squasher

Currently in the service of SAF

Bday : 22/8

Friends are my life

Games are my pastime

Slacking is my hobby

Sports are my de-stress-ers

~WISHES~

a new nice bag

Slam Dunk!

More free time to spend with my friends

NS time to pass real fast..

That special someone...

~ENTERTAIN ME!~

~FRIENDS~

Alan. Darrelle. Dionis. Germaine. Henry. Hui Jun. Mei Zhen. Jasmine. Jun Qiang. Mark. Nicky. Pang Yao. Tracy. Ziqi.
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Wednesday, November 26, 2008
1:43 PM

Woah.. Its been a while since i blogged... Okay.. now that A levels are over, im not gonna talk about it anymore... Now that im "liberated" from my "studying" im really free almost everyday.


We had a class bbq at qiuyu's condo 2 days ago, as always, not all turned up. So for the bbq there was huijun, qiuyu, ziqi, tracy, yew wee and his gf, hadi, khyrul and me. Billy, weichao and nic toh came damn late abt 11 plus. making us bbq the food for them and staying tere to look after their food.. ^%@#$!#% At that time, we already almost finish bbq-ing and hadi, yew wee, his gf, khyrul and ziqi left, leaving the 7 of us thinking what to do over the night.

So we went over to siglap centre macdonald to find a place to chill, and play drinking games or whatever. The sad thing was that as the bottle toppled and fell to the ground.........



there goes abt $30 to $40... and huijun and tracy were like damn disappointed becasue they were looking forward to that the whole day.. then nic toh offered to treat us another bottle so as he went to 7-11 to get it we went to play tadi-di and bridge. We even wanted to bet chocolates.. -.-"

but halfway through the mac manager came out and told us off for playing cards... and he kept a lookout for us.. =.=" whats the point? dont you have better things to do rather than check if we are playing cards?



Luckliy for us, huijun brought along her monopoly and we had a long game... we played it likefor abt 3 or 4 hours before giving up on trying to make someone bankrupt. spent the rest time until 5 plus chatting and gosiping. then all of us decided to go home. becasue it was still too early for bus, i nic toh and tracy decided to walk to mrt station, luckily a knd taxi uncle came and sent us there for free.. =D actually not for free, we gave him our unfinished alcohol..

damn tired when i reached home, and slept till 2 pm the next day... lol, and then kena interrorgated by my mum.. =.=" this was partially the reason why i took so long to update, i wouldnt want her to see what ive blogged, i would get slaughtered.. =/

still jobless now, would really appreciate if anyone had any "lobangs" for me.. XD

alrights, gonna go back to playing red alert 3.. =D

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Wednesday, November 12, 2008
5:59 PM

Just one more bloody mcq paper.. damn, im still not allowed to relax.. -.-" always kena kp becasue im not revising for my last paper on tues.

Oh well, just gotta endure till tuesday 9.30am before i can enjoy my holidays fully.. =D

Went to meet my sec sch friends this morning, mark, henry, ck, marcus. actually wanted to go gym together. In the end we just ran a few rounds around the track at tampines stadium, did a few exercises before going to lunch.. =/ But at least we had a decent lunch at pizza hut...

actually nothing much happened.. its been quite boring these few days, only killing time by reading manga.. =x

Because You Live - Jesse McCartney
Staring out at the rain, with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer, somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know

Because you live, and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live girl, my world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's all right I survived I'm alive again
Cuz of you made it through every storm
What is life what's the use if you're killing time
I'm so glad I found an angel, somewhere
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly looking in your eyes

Because you live, and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live girl (you live) my world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live

Because you live, there's a reason why,
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always

Because you live, and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help(when no one else can help)
Because you live girl, my world(my world) has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live girl,(cuz you live) my world has everything I need to survive,
Because you live, I live, I live

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Friday, November 7, 2008
1:19 PM

phew.. finally i have some time to rest from my "hectic" schedule.. been studying out till 10 plus everyday.. quite productive as my pri sch friend and me sorta compliment each other.. so theres lots of discussion and exchange of info..

A levels exams are ok so far.. all managable.. hmm.. somehow i feel more relax now than any other exams.. =/ Went to play abit of basketball before coming home.. good exercise lol...

oh well just finished both maths papers.. expecting A.. =D
cant say the same for phy (got over confident) and chem (didnt study enough)
5 papers more! c'mon guys! we're gonna own the A levels!
lol...

expressing the emptiness inside me..