Part two of the previous post postponed to after my friend upload the photos..
Anyway, extra lesson still bearable, except that everybody has sstaring their process of mugging.. while im still struggling to even cross over form slacking to mugging. Ive never liked sitting down and studying some stupid econs or chemisty, maybe thats why ive always done better in subjuect which require more applications.
Sprained ankle much better.. able to run to a certain extent, i even went to playi abti of basketball to see if im able to play. In the end, my legs muscles tired out... Even if it was for a short while and that i did not exert alot.. i still felt better after that.
Haven been feeling in the right frame of mind today, for some reason, i felt real tired throughout the day and suddenly felt like being alone - something that i dont usually want. maybe its becasue of the things happening recently (not to me.. but the changes in the environment.. =/)
expressing the emptiness inside me..
Saturday, October 11, 2008
4:05 PM
Get ready for a long post guys.. becasue this isnt going to be anywhere near short
PART 1
07s18:
you guys are a great bunch of people, im really glad i got to know you guys, although few of u joined us just this year, it dosent matter, it still a wonderful 2 years of JC which i will nvr forget.. =D
Here are a few sentences (or words) dedicated to each of you....
In no particular order...
Eviaz aka Nick Toh : Great friend to be with, but like to exaggerate alot abt alot of things.. lol.. Great squash mate too, but still below me.. =D till now i have no idea why u wanted to change your name.. maybe because it was the same as mine?
Jeffrey : The slacker, epecially in GP... haha.. always tio shoot by Ms Yap, also like to crap alot. Funny thing was that we were once neighbours for like dunno how many years. And yet we nvr met each other.. =/
Billy : PSP cum Pool cum Basketball cum Chinese Chess cum Bridge cum TaiDi cum Crap mate.. LOL.. theres so many things that we do that we always laugh at, be in class, PE lessons, outside, or even during exams. May be quiet at times, but if you know him enough, he he actually quite sociable. And dont offer him sweets, this guy and finishes them damn fast..
Casper aka Weichao : this lamer is another guy i hang out with in school along with billy, dunno why his year he started being lame..=/ anyway, hardworking guy, and seldom go out with us, but he always goes out with billy.. =/
Mushroom aka Yew Wee : nick-named by huijun, dun come after me lol. Nice guy to talk to, although i nvr really chat with you so much.
Snorlax aka Zhen Ming : erm, again, huijun nick named you, so... another pro chinese chess player, pro maths and phy student. You are sometimes damn funny although there are times i dun understand you due to ur accent. but it doesnt matter.. ur still a good friend..
Hadi : this guy ar.. our form teacher's favourite haha, she said that hadi was quite handsome.. lol... can be a joker at times, btw, if u really one to play chinese chess, 1st learn how to reconise the words 1st LOL, damn funny when u mixup the pieces.
Khryul : Another joker, lol.. although i only started to talk to you recently, just like wad u said, better later than not at all. btw, i cant really determine if you are a slacker or mugger, u seem to slack o much but you still get decent grades.. haha..
Meizhen : Mei Zhen Xiang Ba Gua.. LOL... This girl one of the more sociable ppl in the class, can chat with her about anything one.. haha.. and dun u dare call me little brother again.. LOL
Lovelle aka Huijun : The self-proclaimed "PRINCESS". This gal super sociable, and the good thing is that i can actually kill time by sms-ing you becasue you have unimited and i dun mind spamming smses. Also quite careless, can almost compare to me already. Dun press calculator wrong already!! And try harder on ur work, dun always ask me already then after awhile say you found out how to do.. =.="
Qiuyu : Best friend of huijun. Dunno izzit becasue u always stick to the more talkative huijun such that i talk more to her than you. even when both of you together. Anyway, quite a hardworking girl, most of the time study with ziqi. Sometimes the silly things u and huijun do just makes me laugh..
Ziqi : I guess i must have irritated you alot by asking you abt hw and sch all the time. lol, but bo nian, im the blur and forgetful type, while you are the neat and everything record properly type. haha.. This girl another hardworking one. Just like what her cousin said, "there isnt a test which ziqi nvr studied for."
Tracy : Chat cum Viwawa mate. korean addict.. lol also my chess disciple. LOL.. And stop calling me bai ka.. im recovering soon.. Only started chating with her this year, both in class and on msn, she's one of the few people in our class that still goes online that i talk too.
Nisha : Despite knowing you from secondary sch, i can really say we know each other that well? at least we can still talk to each other abt some random stuffs.
Wawa aka Wahida : another korean addict just like tracy, no wonder u two are best pals. Im waiting to eat ur yong tao fu at ur wedding! ROFL
Gui Feng : Nvr talk much to you excpet last year when we in squash together.
Shalini : another hardworking and quiet girl. The second person on my sms list before ziqi when i forget sch stuffs. =/
Yesterday's farewell assembly, marked the end of our formal lessons. Now its all consultations and extra lesosns. Its sad that our time together in JC is ending soon, but everybody has to move on i guess.
Part 2 coming when i get the photos of the fare well assembly
expressing the emptiness inside me..
Thursday, October 9, 2008
8:14 PM
Maths test today was a waste of time in my opinion.. envrionment didnt feel like an exam at all... oh well, marked our paper on the spot and found out i was still short of my target, partially becasue i wasnt trying hard enough. Earlier in the day, we spent our time from 9am to 1pm playing chess and we had fun breaking records my psp games... haha
Damn, there are 2 people in the class whose chinese chess skills are better than mine.
anyway.. nothing much today... except that during the car ride home from sch, there was this song playing on the radio then brought back memories. certain songs just mirrors certain parts or happenings in my life. sometimes these memories can be painful.. justifying my opinion that time may not be able to heal all wounds...
shit.. im starting to feel the pressure of the exams already... please let me pull through this sucessfully... =/
expressing the emptiness inside me..
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
7:57 PM
hmm.. now that the final exams are coming.. most people already started their countdown to "doomsday"or whatever... For me im countung down to a different "hell".. lol
My mum is gonna take leave starting 27th october for some research on her work. The best part is that she wants me to be in the library with her so she can watch me studying.. =.=" @#@$%#^$&%* and she wouldnt even allow me to meet up for group study... damn... so now its abt like 20 days.. zzz..
Today after school. went to sch library to practise integration with huijun and study with yew wee... huijun decided to charge her phone, so she pluged it to the pillar a few steps away from our table and left her phone on the table. soon, somebody walked past, tripped on the wire and her phone "flew" lol... thats not all. So huijun learnt her lesson and held on to her handphone so as not to let it drop again, and once again another person tripped on the wire, luckily, huijun held her phone so tightly that it didnt fall from her hands, unluckily, the wire couldnt withstand the tension and broke.. =.="
see the broken wire?And so I was like "wa.. lucky yew wee didnt charge his itouch there" and is was damn funny after the wire broke, i and huijun were shocked at the broken charger while the girl who tripped over it, kept telling huijun that she would pay for the charger even though none of us knew how much a charger was and where to buy one.. -.-"
Result of that studying session? abt 3 hours - 4 integration qns and 1 phy qn... =.="
sigh.. now gonna chiong my hw already, otherwise will tio scolding form the teacher who gave me a freaking "VERY GOOD" instead of an "EXCELLENT"
expressing the emptiness inside me..
Sunday, October 5, 2008
9:02 AM
oh great.. just becasue i couldnt use the internet a few months back, and now, we have to sit right in front for our prom night... which is like beside the stage? damn.. how nice is that? -.-"
still cant find motivation to work hard for exams... mentality is sitll like the one i used for my O lvls and prelims.. one word to describe that : overconfident.. =/
dont really know what i dont know.. at least i know what i haven't studied and which subjects im weak in. but nowadays i only feel like doing maths...=/ which on the bright side is not a bad thing.. haha.. maybe i shall not dissapoint myself with my maths grade this time...
I can finally remove my bandage on my ankle tmr..=D but im not sure if its fully healed... hope i can get back to palying basketball asap, and please dun let my ankle affect my jumping height.. =X
could use some serious relaxation now.. =/
expressing the emptiness inside me..
Friday, October 3, 2008
9:42 PM
Didnt have lessons yesterday, becasue phy teacher pushed the lesson forward, and my sprained ankle meant no PE for me.. =D
So heres what i did
7am : Reached school (so as not to let my mum know im going out)
8am : Reached 201 Mac to study with tracy
12am : lunch with tracy and tried to get people to play pool with us.
12.50pm : Played pool with tracy at downtown.. [only the 2 of us.. abit sian.. lol]
1.50pm : walked around
2.30pm: lunch at some korean restaurant. [maybe not restaurant, but it felt like one lol]
3.35pm : Watched house bunny
5.30pm : played arcade while we waited for nic toh to come
6.30pm: played pool again with tracy and nic toh
7.15: went home
So i was effective out for like 12 hours, hanging out with 1 person... one of the arcade games were damn cheater. the display showed : $1
ok, i thought and went to tap my card getting ready to play, the next moment on the screen it read "please insert more coins"
wth? $2 for some shooting game? i wouldnt have touched it if i had known.. zzz..
Even so, that wasnt a good enough relaxation sessions for me...
Damn.. i really need some way to release my frustration, having a sprained ankle means that im unable to "de-stress" like how i used to by playing basketball.
Maybe talking about it would make me feel better, but it just sucks when you find that you have no one to talk or confide in and that you dont have anyone whom you can really trust. maybe im being over-cautious, but i have been stabbed in the back before and i wont let it happen again.
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phew.. felt a little bit better shooting my mouth off... sorry if i offended any of you by saying that u cant be trusted.. -.-" just needed an outlet to vent my frustration...
expressing the emptiness inside me..
