Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing more I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing more I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark...
I only wish for the light...

~PROFILE~

Nicholas Tan

19 years old

ex-TPJCian Squasher

Currently in the service of SAF

Bday : 22/8

Friends are my life

Games are my pastime

Slacking is my hobby

Sports are my de-stress-ers

~WISHES~

a new nice bag

Slam Dunk!

More free time to spend with my friends

NS time to pass real fast..

That special someone...

~ENTERTAIN ME!~

~FRIENDS~

Alan. Darrelle. Dionis. Germaine. Henry. Hui Jun. Mei Zhen. Jasmine. Jun Qiang. Mark. Nicky. Pang Yao. Tracy. Ziqi.
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Wednesday, March 28, 2007
5:36 PM

1st thing i noticed when i turned my computer on... All my data were missing!!! when i asked my dad.. he said he formatted the com! wtf sia..all my info and songs and everything.. he didnt even tell me... and now its all gone.. @#$#!^@$^ hiax.. even the articles i was gonna print out was gone..

in addition, i didnt get into squash.. i asked the captain.. he said my backhand was very lousy and didnt hit any of the balls.. but i rmb that i hit every one and single ball.. im sure he mistook me for another person.. ****ing captain..

and finally, i just lost my econs homework which i had to complete by tmr... the teacher alreqady had a "bad" impression of me.. during the 1st few lessons.. i felt bored and decided to take out my graphic calculator and play with oit.. but the teacher thought i was using my handphone.. then she told some grandmother stories about handphones she had confiscated...
by now.. she can only rmb my name clearly in the whole class...

now for some funny stuff... theres this guy called Soh Wei Jie in tpjc, everytime when a volunteer is needed.. everyboday would shout out his name.. and he would " volunteer"
today was some some volunteers were needed for a wushu session.. as usual, wei jie went up.. then, they were taught how to do some basic positions in wushu... one of them needed the person to do something like a half-squat or smt like that... all of them didit for quite sometime.. until someone beside noticed that wei jie DID NOT ZIP HIS PANTS!! this travelledthrought the auditorium very fast.. and verybody started pointing and laughing until wei jie realised it, he then hid away to zip his pants.. LOL... too bad the video i took was not clear.. so im not gonna post it up.. =X

haha.. i thinks thats enough for today.. gotta do my hw now.. xDD

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Wednesday, March 21, 2007
5:45 PM

Sch has started and guess wat? WE GOT OUR BLOODY CIVICS TUTOR BACK!!! all the other teachers were changed except him... wat bad luck... stuck with him for 2 years... =((

Went for badminton trial on mon and squash trial today.. both were ok.. except that badminton trial took much faster than squash trials.. lol.. All of my previous PAE classmates are together, and more students have come in.. mostly malays... haha.. today mark got sabo-ed by his friends to go on stage to do some chinese dancing.. its wasnt much.. but i got it on video.. LOL.. im not gonna post it up yet... haha...

im gonna be quite free next week.. my mum going overseas for work for 1 week.. =)
haha..
i think i will stop here.. nth else to type...

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Tuesday, March 13, 2007
5:38 PM

Today went for shooting trials... the 1st thing they asked us to do was to run around the track... =.=" shooting uses your arms.. so why in the world do we need to run? then did a couple of pushups and sit ups... afterwhich we were called to shoot some target cards...

1st try, 3/5
2nd try, 7/10

not too bad... =X at least for a 1st timer.. haha... then after that at 1pm, met henry and friends to play badminton at tampines sports complex... we had a fun time.. one thing to take note.. henry plays badminton dangerously.. =X He whacked my hand with his racket and can even forget about it... -.-"

hiax... dun feel like typing too much.. make my hand more pain only.. haha...

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Sunday, March 11, 2007
9:51 AM

Finally the holidays many ppl are looking forward to... haha... went to collect my leaving cert last friday.. im now gonna follow JQ and post it up.. =)

"Nicholas is a confident and bright student whose maturity sets him apart from many of his peers. His dilligence and enabled him to be among the top performers in classs for the past 2 years. He adopts a positive attitude towards new things and enjoys new challenges. He is also a sociable student who gets along with his peers and teachers and is always willing to contribute and participate in all of the class activities."

haha... i cant really say that it described me very well... =X
anyway.. i skipped most of TPJC's orientation.. mainly becasue i didnt feel like going.. haha.. played basketball on friday.. Almost sprained my wrist... =((
Nth much to blog today... so i think i will stop here... =)

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Tuesday, March 6, 2007
5:27 PM

Today's the last day of the 1st intake of jc1 students.... hiax.. its quite sad to see many of my friends form 07S28 leaving TPJC... I still rmb on the 1st day the class met.. we were all strangers to one another... but now.. just after 2 mths.. we all became good friends.. i really hope that we would still be able to meet up and keep in contact...
Here are some pictures to remind us of some of the fun times we had...

The first class photo we ever took...



2nd class photo.. on Chee sheng's birthday..



Another photo taken during chee sheng's birthday...



And there was the road run... although not all turned up.. =X



Gambling in the class.. sometimes i regret not playing money with the girls.. haha..




Celebrating Germaine, Wahida, Wei chao birthday..
Just thinking that i didnt get presents for them makes me feel a little guilty... =((




Some of the class ppl getting angry as this photo was snapped..

All in all... 07s28 is a really great class.. im sure i would miss those who will leave.. eg.. Alan, Eugene, Nicky... etc.. i think there might be another class outing soon.. lets make this class outing a great one that we can keep in our hearts forever!!


expressing the emptiness inside me..

Saturday, March 3, 2007
7:27 PM

OK.. yesterdays class outing was crap.. mainly becasue the teacher was crap also... Our Civics Tutor (Form Teacher), Mr Gui suggested a class outing yesterday at parkway parade at 6.30pm... Most of the class went only becasue we pitied him.. Nobody understands his lessons.. and i can even sleep infront of him during lessons... In addition... i can do my maths without listening to him..

So yesterday i was on the way to parkway.. then he called me yesterday

Mr Gui : Hey nicholas.. i wont be going later
Me : why?
Mr Gui : becasue its raining and there isnt much we can do there.. even if we want to play badminton we cant find a court..
Me: we can play pool or something right?
Mr Gui :Erm.. its not very appropriate for so many ppl to go play pool.. So i wont be going.. you guys go ahead.. cheers!!

I was like WTF?? after that phone call.. you told us to meet there then discuss what to do there... then in the end you dont turn up... Damn you Mr Gui!!! If we knew this would happen, we would have met earlier and someplace else!

When i reached parkway it was abt 7pm... so the class had dinner together.. after walking abit.. my mum called me and pestered me to get home.. so i went home.. reached home at 10pm.. Received a lecture and a black face from my mum... =(

In the end... i decided not to go for outing which Mr Gui organised... And i would go bash myself if he became my maths teacher again.. i would flunk big time... =(

expressing the emptiness inside me..