Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing more I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing more I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark...
I only wish for the light...

~PROFILE~

Nicholas Tan

19 years old

ex-TPJCian Squasher

Currently in the service of SAF

Bday : 22/8

Friends are my life

Games are my pastime

Slacking is my hobby

Sports are my de-stress-ers

~WISHES~

a new nice bag

Slam Dunk!

More free time to spend with my friends

NS time to pass real fast..

That special someone...

~ENTERTAIN ME!~

~FRIENDS~

Alan. Darrelle. Dionis. Germaine. Henry. Hui Jun. Mei Zhen. Jasmine. Jun Qiang. Mark. Nicky. Pang Yao. Tracy. Ziqi.
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Friday, July 25, 2008
4:47 PM

hmm.. looks like my grandmother moving in wasnt a bad thing after all. My mum was worried that my grandmother would disturb, so she has allowed me to stay out to study. Not bad eh? sigh.. but seriously, there has been lots of tests... forcing me to revise my work during most of my free time, and thus, i have less time to blog, do my own stuff, relax.. blah blah..




Anyway... prelim exams are coming soon... checked the timetable for it.. and guess what? i have a paper on my birthday.. having birthday in august dosent seem to be good. .always clashing with exams.. The saving grace is that it lies on a friday. So at least im able to spend that day having fun.. =X




hiax.. tired now... this is one of the few days that i actually come back home early to rest.. except that there is an economics full paper practice tmr... damn... oh well bye or now.. XD

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Friday, July 18, 2008
5:12 PM

Finally theres time for me to peacefully sit down and update my blog... Been busy with homework and going out with friends, now that i mentioned that, im damn broke now... Swensons birthday celebration on wed. Sakae Sushi buffet on thurs and Cafe Cartel lunch today... leaving me with -$35 -.-" It sucks to be poor...




Anyway, im not looking forward to the upcoming weekend, 1st theres the meet the parent session, it isnt compulsory, but my mum wanting to know how im doing in sch said that she would go no matter how busy she was... I can already picture her reaction after the session, im sure she is not going to be happy with my current results...




Besides that, my grandmother is moving in this weekend, meaning that it would be a real tiring weekend, and there goes the little freedom that I have being alone at home - my grandmother is exceptionally concerned about what i do at home, and she nags more than my mum... Not an occasion to be happy about.




And my mum just loves putting me down, she can be the most scarcastic person i have ever met... **** it man..
just thinking about it makes me angry...



sigh.. im tired already.. going to rest abit before studying

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Tuesday, July 8, 2008
6:47 PM

Yesterday was quite a fun day. My classmates met up and went to Sentosa to give the birthday girl, huijun, a surprise. she was really shocked when she saw us, she was not expecting us at all. But finding them was real troublesome, they couldnt give us their excat location, caused us to walk around in circles.. =.="

Anyway, we played alot there, touch rugby, volleyball and a variation of frisbee, using it to play captain's ball. Too bad my phone ran out of battery, otherwise i would have taken some photos and posted them. Now gotta wait till my friend uploads it.. (which could take ages.. )


And on the way home, jus becasue she didnt want to miss the mrt, she rushed in without waiting for me... and guess what, i was holding onto her presents. In the end she still had to wait till i got there. It was a real fun day.

will post the photos when i get hold of them.. =X

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Wednesday, July 2, 2008
5:26 PM

Finally, i managed to get a D for my 2.4 run.. now that i have got a silver for my naphta test, i dont have to undergo stupid tiring training during PE lessons.




Anyway, i went to some fastfood shop at e-hub yesterday to study with some friends, so ya as usual this happened..








im the only one not doing any seriouse studying.. so as what my friends said, im the one whos distracting them, but in actual fact, whenever im with my friends, i just want to chat and have fun...
oh well, seems im really not good at group studying.






Today, when i reached school, i wanted to put some of my stuffs in my locker, but look...









this is what happens when u lend ur locker to your friends, there wasnt even space to put any of my stuff. =.=" but at least those are just books, not some shoes or whatever, like what happened to my other friend's locker.


And during CME lesson, my form teacher Mrs Pang, kept questioning about our results and what we were going o do about it, when she asked me, i alost answered "To improve those results which i failed, i shall start studying for my exams.." hm.. im sure Mrs Pand would be happy abt it.



Here comes the best part of the day, during my physics lecture, remember abt the guy who couldnt understand people's intentions properly? I posted about him last year, too bad i havent put up the archives for you guys to refer, but his name was Wei Jie.


WJ : Excuse me, I have a question
Teacher : Im sorry but you are not in full uniform, so i shall not address you

WJ : I want to ask about...
Teacher : im sorry but you are still "naked" and i will not answer your question

WJ : But teacher..
Teacher : I said i will not answer your question already, one more nonsense from you and out if the audi you go!
WJ : Why do you think im going to say something nonsensical? I just have a question to ask?
Teacher : gentleman, out you go (points to the door)
WJ Please, i only want to ask a question, a question comcerning question 1!
Teacher I want to continue with the lecture, out you go.






Ok, i felt that the teacher was abit too much, as though he was biased against him. If he didnt like students interupting, why couldnt he just tell him? Even after the lecture, he refused to answer the question and WJ followed him all the way to the general office, pleading the teacher to answer the question.. -.-"
What a wierd teacher.. luckily im not being taught by him..




hmm i gotta go now, parents coming home soon and im not supposed to be using the internet.. =/

expressing the emptiness inside me..