Once upon a time, I was falling in love
 But now, I'm only falling apart
 There's nothing more I can do
 A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
 But now, there's only love in the dark
 There's nothing more I can say
 A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark...
 I only wish for the light...

~PROFILE~

Nicholas Tan

19 years old

ex-TPJCian Squasher

Currently in the service of SAF

Bday : 22/8

Friends are my life

Games are my pastime

Slacking is my hobby

Sports are my de-stress-ers

~WISHES~

a new nice bag

Slam Dunk!

More free time to spend with my friends

NS time to pass real fast..

That special someone...

~ENTERTAIN ME!~

~FRIENDS~

Alan. Darrelle. Dionis. Germaine. Henry. Hui Jun. Mei Zhen. Jasmine. Jun Qiang. Mark. Nicky. Pang Yao. Tracy. Ziqi.
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Wednesday, September 24, 2008
5:51 PM

remember i said that i injured my ankle in 2 differnt places? one of them has recovered and the other got worse due to me walking too much.. zzz.. why did i even decide to walk home last sunday... =.="

Anyway, went to sch and only attended 1hr of econs today... decided to skip phy lecture with billy and weichao.. and i didnt want to go to assembly.. so that left me with econs..

so i spent the whole day playing psp just like how i played the computer for the 2 days i wasnt in school... damn.. i getiing addicted to gaming again... and im losing my motivation again.. lazy to study... =(

damn.. my dad going overseas tonight.. means im gonna have to get to and fro from school myself.. hopefully, i dun have to rely on the crutches (that are slightly too short) to walk tomorow...

DAMMIT.. I WANNA PLAY BASKETBALL AGAIN!!!

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Sunday, September 21, 2008
9:31 PM

Went to downtown east to estuy with huijun and meizhen today.. hmm.. didnt really do much.. but it beats staying at home all day... anyway, we spent like one third playing bridge along with huijun's friend who also happened to be there..=/ and i actually charged my psp at mac cafe.. lol.. because huijun brought along a multi-plug..-.-"

After studying we walked back to white sands where i had my dinner with my family, then right after dinner, while i was trying to walk, my foot became dman pain.. maybe its becasue i walked too much from downtown to white sands.

btw, my GP teacher just sent me and my friends a msg yesterday, threatening us to do 4 summaries to show her, otherwise she would either come to see us at our hosue or get our parents involved. dammit, i dun have any mood to do any summaries, i tried today but i just couldnt concentrate long enough to read a passage. hmm.. maybe i shall chiong 4 summaries tmr..

getting tired.. and i wanna rest my leg.. =( so that all for today i guess.. =x

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Friday, September 19, 2008
6:53 PM

after taking a close look at my left foot.. i realised that i sprained my ankle in 2 different places... and the areas are quite black... -.-" looks that it would take a while more before it heals.. and maybe even longer before i can get down to play sports again.. =(

I ended sch at 10am today.. dman shuang.. nvr release this early b4.. lol.. after sch i tayed in sch for awhile to waot for my friends to complete their GP compre test before making our way to 201 mac, afterwhich i soent about 4 hours playing poker cards with huijun billy and weichao. maybe i have just wasted one day??

Anyway, i just got nd read the newest novel by Low Kay Hwa.. titled " To forget you" It a nice book, story is about a young couple, describing their how their friendship started form pri 1 until they became a couple and up till they broke up after being together for 8 years due to an unexpected reason. His stories are really quite good. Another story by him is "I believe You" hmm.. .im lazy to type what the story is about. but you can read part of the stories by Low Kay Hwa at this website : http://www.goodybooks.com/

today parents would be coming back late. Reason? they complained about some leakage or smell somewhere near our house. And they were required to meet a MP just to get it done.. -.-" quite dumb in my opinion. but who cares? more free time and relaxation for me.. =D

A lvls coming in 40days or so? i dunno.. i nvr take note of these things, puts unnessesary stress and pressure on myself.....=/ going back to gaming.. im not gonna waste this day where both my parents come home late..=D

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Tuesday, September 16, 2008
1:01 PM

Damn, i just cant believe how unlucky i am... I have seen fall countless of times during basketball games, and only a handful of them get sprains or other more serious injuries. I bared played for 10min before being tripped by somone else's leg...

And so now im resting at home, nursing a sprained ankle, unable to get to sch because i cant walk and my mum didnt want to get crutches for me. Well, maybe its expensive to get crutches just because of a sprain, but even getting around the house is too unbearable. Even hopping doesnt help becasue i have a knee problem in my good leg.. -.-"

doctor at the hospital agve me 3 days mc to rest, but i dun wanna stay home all day, it so boring and theres my grandmother who keeps nagging at me about playing too much basketball and hence getting myself hurt...

on the bright i get to skip GP lessons today and the boring PE lesson on thursday.. Btw, i just received a call form my friend who thought that i broke 2 bones in my ankle... -.-" he must have super hearing eh... Gabriel, I only have a badly sprained ankle.. I did not break any bones in it! Classic example of how untrue rumors spread around...=/ looks like theres abit of explaination to do soon...

oh well, gotta get some rest now.. and maybe play DotA to kill off my excess time today till my parents get home... lol...

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Saturday, September 13, 2008
10:09 PM

Ok heres an update so that my good friend Weicaho has something to read..

The week has been filled with lots of nagging from my mum and grandmother becasue of my results. actually my mum became smarter, all she did was tell my grandmoter that i failed my exam and my grandmother did all the nagging for my mum.. -.-"

had another de-stressing session yesterday.. played bball in sch.. wasnt a good idea to play right after the rain, because we were playing 5v5 in a half court, there wasn’t much space, quite cramped and some idiot made me fall… -.-“ come home kena nag by grandmother again for making myself so dirty…

Anyway, theres another pile of homework waiting for me to be done, but as usual I only completed half of it. My printer is spoilt and I dun feel like staring at the my laptop for hours just doing my work.. boring and bad for my eyes.. =X

Farewell assembly comes in 4-5 weeks time, which means that we will have a few weeks of collapsed timetable before we have our study break for the A lvls. Actually this feels a little weird for me. I dun look forward to the study break or the exams. But I really hope that the dec holiday comes soon, theres a whole lot of things I wanna do during the holidays.

Sigh.. gotta go back to studying, mum keeps checking on me every now and then.. =( damn sian…

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Tuesday, September 9, 2008
6:13 PM

Prelim results out yesterday, didnt do well... =/

Phy - A
Chem - C
Maths - C
GP - S
Econs - U

Dammit, i cant believe i got a U for econs, im so gonna be screwed by my mother.. -.-" I wonder what she would say.. of course i havent told her my results yet. I rather "die" a few days later... lol

Seeing my poor (ok maybe not that poor..=/) results, im begin to realise how little time i have left to catch up with my work, sigh, looks like the time has come for some serious studying - but maybe not so soon.. =X
I havent found the drive to continue studying after my 1 week break from sch...

oh well, im not supposed to be here bloging as my mum wanted to shut off my internet access, but so happened my dad forgot to do it.. so.. =D
haha.. ok im going off to try and study a little..
ARRGH let me do well for A lvls.. =.="

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Sunday, September 7, 2008
7:18 PM

ok heres a quick update of my holiday

Monday :
Nothing much, chiong-ed homework in the morning and played DotA till evening.

Tuesday:
Pretty much the same as monday, except that my bro and I went to play LAN, while telling our mother that we were going to library.

Wednesday:
Went to the arcade at White Sands with my bro in the morning, we went to play the street basketball, and my bro injured his nose.. -.-" and i thought i was throwing the balls at too low an angle, my bro threw it even lower, it hit the machine and rebounded to his face, made me waste the dollar worrying abt his nose.. -.-"
Next went to downtown east to study with HuiJun, Qiuyu and Ziqi. It was quite productive, then nearer to the evening, Huijun ad I went to play the arcade at ehub, without the other 2 knowing (huijun didnt want them to know). She went to play Time Crisis for the 1st time and guess what? While evading the enemy's bullets, she actually squatted as though she was in the game itself... lol, made me stare at her like "what are you doing?!?"

Thursday:
Basically, it was just DotA, and more DotA

Friday:
Met up the sec sch guys to for me and mark's belated birthday celebration.
Dunno who suggested to go Newton to eat, but after eating there, We concluded something, since the food there was for tourists, the quality of the food would be low and price would be high. It was quite expensive, what a waste of $$ ( although i did not pay..=x)
After dinner we went all the way back to Tampines Safra to play pool, ended up playing bowling instead, i got a much better score this time with 2 strikes whooo! lol...
Then we wasted the rest of our time plaing with the 12 lighters Jian Hua and Henry bought just to light up 18 candles on the cake.. lol.. we modified the lighter and made a huge flame out, the fire was damn big and chun kiat kept playing with it, due to the large flame, we named it "demon lighter" lol, in the end, the only "present" i got was 2 lighters for them... =x

Satudray:
Studied with huijun and listened to her complaining abt her dentist and her teeth.

Sunday/ Today:
Actually wanted to meet up with the guys again to go gym, but as usual there were people who had last minute stuff and couldnt make it. So it was just me mark and marcus. After gym, we played basketball with marcus's friends. Phew, tiring, but if felt good after the game, sports are really good stress relievers for me, anyway, my target of slam dunk-ing would be completed soon - im able to touch the ring already! =D


Prelim results would be out tmr, but not really looking forward to it.. sigh hope i can pass my h1 subs and im hoping my mum wont be too angry.. =/

ok, im gonna stop here, i havent finish my holiday homework yet, and i doubt that i can complete it in time anyway!

PS : Sorry for the lack of pictures on my blog, just that i find it wierd to snap photos at random during outings.. XD

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