Total Eclipse of the Heart;

Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing more I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing more I can say
A total eclipse of the heart
I am always in the dark...
I only wish for the light...

~PROFILE~

Nicholas Tan

19 years old

ex-TPJCian Squasher

Currently in the service of SAF

Bday : 22/8

Friends are my life

Games are my pastime

Slacking is my hobby

Sports are my de-stress-ers

~WISHES~

a new nice bag

Slam Dunk!

More free time to spend with my friends

NS time to pass real fast..

That special someone...

~ENTERTAIN ME!~

~FRIENDS~

Alan. Darrelle. Dionis. Germaine. Henry. Hui Jun. Mei Zhen. Jasmine. Jun Qiang. Mark. Nicky. Pang Yao. Tracy. Ziqi.

~Now Playing~;

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[CREDITS];

Designer
Photobucket.
Blogger.
Blogskins.
Picture: Hollowland
Brushes

~~Monday, June 30, 2008~~

2:17 PM

Teachers are gonna kill me someday.. The tests just keeps coming again and again, and i can tell you, the results arent pretty. I falied my chem and phy revision tests already. And im not having any hopes for my maths results that are coming soon, maths teacher hinted tat abt 5 passed. I dont know which is the reason, is it that the test is difficult? or the teacher just likes to mark us down? or our results are just plain crap...

Damn, and i still have an economics test coming up at 5pm to 6.30pm, this test is slightly better because the question was already sent to us. Better start revising seriously soon, otherwise who knows what will happen to my prelims. And i sure dont want to spend my birthday brooding over my prelims.. =.="

Luckily, theres is something for me to look forward to, its on next week, but i cant disclose whats going to happen, its supposed to be something my classmate shouldn't know till then.

Btw, it would be appreciated if someone knows how to change the size or colour of the words on my blog. Sigh, gotta go study for my econs essay exam already.. man.. i need a break...

expressing the emptiness inside me..

~~Sunday, June 29, 2008~~

8:23 PM

phew.. finally changed my blogskin.. but the font colours is actually quite bad, even though i like the skin. It brings a feeling of nostalgia, makes me feeling like dragging out my ps2 and re-playing FFX.. haha...

Finding a skin i liked took me real long, and it was frustrating to edit the skinto my preference, at least the sense of sastisfaction is much better than finishing my assignments.. =/

anyway, the song playing now is the theme song for FFX, the game on with this blogskin is based on.. Its quite nice, soothing and relaxing.. Enjoy!!

expressing the emptiness inside me..

~~Friday, June 27, 2008~~

3:43 PM

Theres one kind of people i really hate, which is those who are fickle-minded and irresponsible, they cant decide what they really want and end up making organisers or leaders of a group frustrated. Take my graduation night for example, we are supposed to have 10 people per table, any less and we may be spilt up, ok, we have 9 people, and so we decided to pay for the other seats 1st and then hopefully find another person to fill it up. But one person just had to back out last minute, forcing te rest of us to pay up for his vacancy also. Im fine with it if he has some reason, but he didnt even say anything to me and just said that he didnt want to go. Ticket was $82, after he backed out, we all had to pay $90 over.

I was really irritated, and some people even forgot bring the money, so we ended up short of $200, i had to go and plead witht he teacher in charge to extend the deadline till monday. So much for being the table-IC

Enough about it, otherwise i could go on ranting about it. Anyway, The teachers in our school are shoving us with so many tests and homework that i hardly have time to relax or rest, ok amybe the teachers really want us to do well, but having phy tests once a week and econs tests once every 2 weeks? I feel that its slightly too much and not really condusive.

With the amount of homework i had last week, i did not have time to revise my mechanics test for physics, and nobody said that they were giving more questions for us to do in the same timeframe - end result? i think i screwed that test.

And today, after school i went to the bubble tea shop opposite my school, and so unluckily, i sat on some ****ing chili sauce, making the back of my pants red. And none of my friends saw it... =.=" must be blind or didnt like me really much. made me wash my pants like crazy when i got home.. grrr.

Sigh really tired now. going to take a nap before doing my homework.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

~~Monday, June 23, 2008~~

4:24 PM

Well, i gotta admit that my parents have real good memory... they even remembered to turn off my wireless connection from my laptop yesterday... I mean, dont they have better things to do than to remember to remove my entertainment at home? luckily for me, i can access the internet through some other wireless conenctions, so much for trying to make me study all the time...

Anyway, my conentration has really reduced through the 1 month holiday, i cant even concentrate properly for my lessons today. whats more, there are 2 tests tmr and i still have loads of homework to do... man.. should have spent more time on homework.. Even my motivation for doing my work has somehow vanished. hmm.. how the heck am i gonna get through my prelims and "A" levels...

School hasnt changed much, except for the side gate, they changed it to some rotating door, well im not so good at describing it..

hiax.. looking forward to the dec holidays, 6 months away.. so close.. yet so far... lol... im must be losing my head.. oh well.. gotta do some of my homework at least, otherwise im gonna get illed by my teachers..

expressing the emptiness inside me..

~~Saturday, June 14, 2008~~

9:09 PM

yesterday was friday the 13th.. cant really say it was an unlucky day... =/

Anyway, billy, weichao nick toh and I went for our NS medical screening yesterday, they said to meet at CMPB at 9.30...
I reached there on time but didnt see them, so i decided to go ahead alone... halfway through the statons i saw them... nic toh came 5 min earlier than me.. weichao came 10min late.. and billy reached at 8.30am......=.=" dunno why he came so early...

The whole checkup took so long.. especially the IQ test, so many diff tests.. estimated about 1 to 2 hours to complete it.. we left CMPB at about 2pm and walked to vivocity for lunch.
Since none of us wanted to go home so early, we went to the arcade. The pool there was so darn expensive! $12 per hour, but since there was nothing else to do, we went ahead and played pool until 4.30pm. Quite a boring day, except for the pool game...

lazy to blog more.. will update again when i have the mood to.. =/

expressing the emptiness inside me..