Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing more I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing more I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark...
I only wish for the light...

~PROFILE~

Nicholas Tan

19 years old

ex-TPJCian Squasher

Currently in the service of SAF

Bday : 22/8

Friends are my life

Games are my pastime

Slacking is my hobby

Sports are my de-stress-ers

~WISHES~

a new nice bag

Slam Dunk!

More free time to spend with my friends

NS time to pass real fast..

That special someone...

~ENTERTAIN ME!~

~FRIENDS~

Alan. Darrelle. Dionis. Germaine. Henry. Hui Jun. Mei Zhen. Jasmine. Jun Qiang. Mark. Nicky. Pang Yao. Tracy. Ziqi.
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Saturday, August 30, 2008
10:12 PM

Sept holidays have started, but for some reason, im not really looking forward to it, holidays just kills off my momentum in my studies, besides that, i hate having nothing to do at home. Holidays are only fun if i can choose to do what i like. but that is not the case for me... Whats more, im forced to be out of the house every morning, becasue my mum wants me to be at the library. Not a bad thing if im accompanied by somebody, but it just sucks to be alone... another thing, i like being out of the house, but it doesnt make a difference if theres nothing for me to do.



Anyway, the new timetables is out for our next term. There are no more tutorials and Physical Training. Kinda sad, but on the bright side, theres more time for consultation. However, the timetable is not as good as i would like it to be.. i finsh as early as 10am on some days and im not even sure if we can leave the sch at that time...







Another thing, the birthday celebration was postponed to this monday becasue Mark had some last minute plans.. sigh... gotta survive another day tmr before it gets better...

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Thursday, August 28, 2008
6:24 PM

phew.. prelims are finally over.. and i finally got to watch a movie.. after like 1 year plus.. the movie was "Meet Dave" its damn funny movie, its about some mini-sized humans in a human robot tryting to find somwthing they lost in Earth.. the way those mini-humans learnt how to talk and be a earthing was just hilarious...




anyway, we also played some arcade games and went bowling at downtown, well it was one of my worst bowling games... well im not gonna disclose my score.. =/




anyway... tmr is going to me mark's and mine belated birthday celebration.. going to watch another movie after we go back to EVSS to visit... sigh.. somehow i dun really feel like blogging already.. lol...




maybe i shall update more tmr.. cya!

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Saturday, August 9, 2008
5:48 PM

NDP celebration - A day to slack. That was the definition for me and my friends at TPJC. We already planned to skip the concert and just slack at some corner in the school. However, after the event, i started to think about what one of the teachers said during assembly some days back. Something about this being the last NDP celebration Im gonna have in this school, and i wondered if i had missed out on any fun or potential memories i could think of in the future.




Anyway, after the celebration, the plan was to go to katong to play pool, halfway through the journey there, we changed our mind and decided to study with the girls going to siglap. However, as always, it didnt go according to plan and we spent quite some time on lunch. Then the guys decided to go to billy's house to study intead. Took nother hours journey and i feft it was a waste of time. Didnt do anything there except to watch the tape of the soccer match between SG and Brazil.




I reached home at 5, had a quick dinner and left house to meet Billy, Weichao and Jeffrey again at tampines library to study until 9. Then we made our way to T-mart and played LAN. It has been a real long time since i touched those games. I played only for an hour becasue it was getting late - 10.30pm. Luckily my mum didnt question me about why i was late.




Prelims are coming closer and closer.. but as usual i haven got the mood to practise my work... arrgh.. hope my motivation comes back soon..
GOOD LUCK TO THOSE TAKING THEIR PRELIMS SOON!! =D

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Friday, August 1, 2008
6:23 PM

Today was damn tiring.. havent been playing sports for a long time.. since i stepped down from squash... Played basketball, badminton and volleyball.. all in a day.. from 12.30 till 5pm... havent exerted meyself for quite some time and my knee is starting to feel the pain... Which prevented me from playing more...




Another 3 weeks to my prelims.. but im still not really studying.. only studying because of the weekly test that the teachers set for us. (phy and chem) This means i have not started revision on maths or done much research for GP... in addition, i dun have the motivation to do so... Slacking is so much more tempting... =(





Btw, i shifted the music box to the bottom of the side bar.. but the bar is too thin to adjust the volume.. and i have no idea how to enlarge it.. so that would have to wait till i find another blogskin.. haha...

expressing the emptiness inside me..