Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing more I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing more I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark...
I only wish for the light...

~PROFILE~

Nicholas Tan

19 years old

ex-TPJCian Squasher

Currently in the service of SAF

Bday : 22/8

Friends are my life

Games are my pastime

Slacking is my hobby

Sports are my de-stress-ers

~WISHES~

a new nice bag

Slam Dunk!

More free time to spend with my friends

NS time to pass real fast..

That special someone...

~ENTERTAIN ME!~

~FRIENDS~

Alan. Darrelle. Dionis. Germaine. Henry. Hui Jun. Mei Zhen. Jasmine. Jun Qiang. Mark. Nicky. Pang Yao. Tracy. Ziqi.
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Tuesday, January 27, 2009
9:12 PM

From tmr onwards i would be living most of my life at tekong, doing service for my country.. =/
I used to think 2years was a short period of time.. especially for my JC years.. everynow and then i would think back and whish it would last longer and of course thinking back, i wish i could go back to that time to do or change things i didnt have the chance to... but, when i think in the contextof spending my next 2 years training/ exercising or whatever, it suddendly feels like a damn long time...

I guess life is like that.. things look completely different when u look at it from a different perspective.. how i whish i could look at NS at another perspective...

many ppl say PES C would be slack/not tiring blah blah.. but thats not what im really concerned about... i dun care if its slack anot.. i just dont like big changes in my life but there nother much i can do... This is another one thing about life.. its unfair.. or rather, its fair in the sense that its unfair to everyone else..

So tmr i would be taking my 1st step into the unknown.. or as mark puts it.. into a new "adventure" and this means i'll disappear fromt the singapore mainland for two weeks before being able to return.. [sounds like some jailbird op something.. -.-"]

anyways for those reading this, take care of yourselves.. i wont be able to meet up with all of you as and spend some quality time together like in the past... blog posting would be on hiatus unitl i find a day which im not tired...etc..

The only thing that is truly shared between friends.. are the memories of the times they spent together...

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Sunday, January 25, 2009
3:29 PM




Caught Red Cliff 2 with Henry and Chun Kiat yesterday, Mark gave it a miss as he was too tired.. anyway, ehub didnt have an afternoon timing for the movie. so they decided to watch it at Ang Mo Kio hub..-.-" at 1st i was like wtf so far?? but in the end i went along as they wanted to go junction 8 to shop.

Reached j8 at abt 12 plus, somehow we were all hungry at that time. And since it was quite awhile since we ate together we decided to go somewhere which wasnt just a normal foodcourt.. =/ so we went to aijisen(sorry if wrong speling -.-) ramen. food there was not bad, except that henry and chun kiat had stomach upsets after the meal [they ate beef ramen]
luckily i did not eat that too.. =x

after looking/shopping around we went on to ang mo kio hub to get the tickets to the movie. stupid chunkiat forgot which bus to take and we got onto the wrong bus... lesson learnt : dun trust chunkiat 100% even when is directing us.

So the movie was at 4.30 and we spent the time form 3 plus till then playing arcade.. mostly the same games datona and basketball.. we skipped time crisis as it would take too long (since we are pros.. XD )

the movie was great too.. it was also a little long at 2hr 2omins.. but i would say this was better than the 1st red cliff, it had some funny parts which the first movie lacked.. maybe there was some suspense in the movie but i didnt feel it as i already knew how the story would go...

not a boring day i would say but i sorta burnt my wallet..
lunch : $17.30
Arcade : $6
Snacks : $3.20
Movie : $8
TOTAL : $34.50 in a day.. zzz and i dont have a job.. -.-"

Going to renunion dinner soon..

Sigh... 3 more days.. time really flies.. (not that i didnt know it files, its just faster than expected..=(

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Saturday, January 10, 2009
4:10 PM

what a busy week i had.. =/ last Sunday to wednesday was spent at downtown costa sands chalet with my friends... details below.. xD
[update was late because i got tired of wating for my friend to update the photos =_="]

Sunday 4/1
sunday night was supposed to be a class bbq, it was treated by nich toh and weichao ( for reasons i do not know.. =X ) Although we treid to pull in much ppl as possible, it was the some old ppl. Huijun, ziqi, qiuyu, billy, hadi, yew wee, khyrul, tracy, wahida, peiying ,tianwei. Nicky and alan came too, havent really seen them ever since PAE ended.

after the bbq, we played card games such as bridge, blackjack and "murderer" (lazy to explain how the game works) and some drinking games

In the end, the only ones staying overnight was nick toh, billy weichao and me, beacsue the rest either had to work or wanted to go home.
The night was spent bowling, i had my highest score in the game.. =X and playing big 2, in which i lost quite abit of money.. T.T

Monday 5/1
Weichao went off to work early in the morning leaving the three of us, becasue i slept the latest, i decided to continue sleeping when billy and nick toh went to swim. I only woke up when they came back form their swim and knocked on the room door.

peiying came soon after and we decided to spend the time cycling while waiting for weichao to come back. Billy decided to give it a miss. So nick toh peiying and I went to rent the bikes for 2 hours, unfortuately, it began to rain after the 1st hour and the stubborn uncle refused to give us a refund for the remainding one hour... !@$%^$^*&%^@

nothing much for the rest of the day, except that we went for a steamboat buffet somewear in bugis at 12am. Some taxi driver tried to cheat our money.. -.-" we told him to go bugis, and in the end we almost had a tour of the whole singapore.. from pasir ris to ang mo kio to orchard to balestier to little india and then finally to bugis. wtf? we were so pissed and nich toh only gave $15 to the driver, the actual fare was near $30.. f****

after the meal, we cabbed back, luckily for us, this time was a honest driver. BAck at the chalet, we were actually planning to sleep already, i was abt 5am and nich toh had to go home to pack his stuff at 6am. Suddenly somebody suggested to pay blind mice in the chalet. We gave it a try, and realised that it was really dark in the chalet. and we found out many good placed to hide. In the cupboard, under the bed, behing the fridge and even INSIDE the fridge, (hats off to you man, weichao, for being able to squeeze into the fridge)

Tuesday 6/1
agian we slept throught the morning, and nich toh went home, weichao had to return some stuff so i was left with me and billy, mojoritey of the time spent on watching tv, psp and sleeping. Near the evening time, billy and weichao left for some night work at toys r us. leaving only me the chalet..!@$#%^ in the end i decided to go home due to sheer boredom.. =/

Wednesday 7/1
huijun, qiuyu and tianwei came in the afternoon, they actually wanted to go to escape theme park but we had to change our mind after realising that it was closed, so it was changed to bowling (again) and arcad-ing.

Afterwhich we went back to the chalet, thinking of what to play, we played more card games, and sort of wasted the afternoon, for dinner we had a mini bbq with nich toh's parents and discoverd his nickname.. =O (not posting it here, otherwise i may get slaughtered)

At about 10 plus we decided to palying blind mice with the girls this time, however, it was not as fun as it wasnt as dark, so we decided to really blindfold the catcher, too bad we all couldnt stay overnight already, so the game was relatively short.

Thursday was spent sleeping at home sleeping all the hours i had lsot during the chalet, oh and i overslept and didnt managed to go down to white sands to send nick toh off to ns, sorry man.. (although you wont read this anytime soon)

Yesterday, chilled with huijun and eunice at ehub, quite a waste of time, watched them play viwawa bridge from 2 to almost 7... -.-" before playing 2 rounds of datona.. maybe the next time i should also bring my laptop along..

And for those who dont know yet, i have left with 18 days before going "IN" =( sigh, time passes really fast.. ...

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Friday, January 2, 2009
5:02 PM

long time no see! hmm.. i doubt many ppl would come read my blog nowadays, seeing that i bseldom update nowadays.. Anyway, went for the countdown with mark marcus henry and ck, wasnt really a countdown, it was more of an outing to see fireworks.. managed to span some pictures but they arent very good.. next time i would bring a better camera.. =x






Somehow most of the fireworks were red and orange in colour..=/




btw, before going to see the fireworks, we walked around alot, and we saw this "christmas tree"
made up with soft toys.. lol...
sms-ing also became an irritating thing on tht day cause our msg couldnt get through, i kept getting "sending failed" and so i kept pressing retry, until one of my friend complained to me that i had smsed her 10 over msg...=.="
Class chalet soon.. =D this sunday,nic toh booked 4 chalets for 4 days, but doubt that i would stay all four days unless may others do so too...


























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