Ok.. less than 2 weeks to A levels... i've been asking myself "Why am i still not feeling stressed or in the mood to study?!?!? Why am i still online and blogging?"
Not being productive these few days, didnt study much, in addition, i still have some topics from some subjects to clear up... sigh.. i dun even have the mood to talk abt studies, let alone bury myself in my notes... -.-"

PSP got confiscated again.. T_T mum came across it while cleaning the floor and moving my bag, noticed that i was charging it.. -.-" well, its not exactly a bad thing, with the exams coming... But i just cant stand my mum recently.. just becasue the psp was with me, she said that i must be playing the whole time without studying.. and when i couldnt print my stuff and need to use the computer, she said something like "you purposely spoiled the printer or the server right?" screw her.. dammit

So from now till 18th november, im gonna be stuck at home, unable to go out - not even studying. My mum doesnt find group studying good... f***

Find myself daydreaming and drifting off into my own world more frequently... thinking alot abt stuff i shouldnt be thinking abt, its just gonna drain me out... its just emptiness, loneliness which friends can only do so much to alleviate it...

Just hope that i would find the motivation and will to press on for these few weeks....