Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing more I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing more I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark...
I only wish for the light...

~PROFILE~

Nicholas Tan

19 years old

ex-TPJCian Squasher

Currently in the service of SAF

Bday : 22/8

Friends are my life

Games are my pastime

Slacking is my hobby

Sports are my de-stress-ers

~WISHES~

a new nice bag

Slam Dunk!

More free time to spend with my friends

NS time to pass real fast..

That special someone...

~ENTERTAIN ME!~

~FRIENDS~

Alan. Darrelle. Dionis. Germaine. Henry. Hui Jun. Mei Zhen. Jasmine. Jun Qiang. Mark. Nicky. Pang Yao. Tracy. Ziqi.
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Tuesday, January 27, 2009
9:12 PM

From tmr onwards i would be living most of my life at tekong, doing service for my country.. =/
I used to think 2years was a short period of time.. especially for my JC years.. everynow and then i would think back and whish it would last longer and of course thinking back, i wish i could go back to that time to do or change things i didnt have the chance to... but, when i think in the contextof spending my next 2 years training/ exercising or whatever, it suddendly feels like a damn long time...

I guess life is like that.. things look completely different when u look at it from a different perspective.. how i whish i could look at NS at another perspective...

many ppl say PES C would be slack/not tiring blah blah.. but thats not what im really concerned about... i dun care if its slack anot.. i just dont like big changes in my life but there nother much i can do... This is another one thing about life.. its unfair.. or rather, its fair in the sense that its unfair to everyone else..

So tmr i would be taking my 1st step into the unknown.. or as mark puts it.. into a new "adventure" and this means i'll disappear fromt the singapore mainland for two weeks before being able to return.. [sounds like some jailbird op something.. -.-"]

anyways for those reading this, take care of yourselves.. i wont be able to meet up with all of you as and spend some quality time together like in the past... blog posting would be on hiatus unitl i find a day which im not tired...etc..

The only thing that is truly shared between friends.. are the memories of the times they spent together...

expressing the emptiness inside me..