Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing more I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing more I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark...
I only wish for the light...

~PROFILE~

Nicholas Tan

19 years old

ex-TPJCian Squasher

Currently in the service of SAF

Bday : 22/8

Friends are my life

Games are my pastime

Slacking is my hobby

Sports are my de-stress-ers

~WISHES~

a new nice bag

Slam Dunk!

More free time to spend with my friends

NS time to pass real fast..

That special someone...

~ENTERTAIN ME!~

~FRIENDS~

Alan. Darrelle. Dionis. Germaine. Henry. Hui Jun. Mei Zhen. Jasmine. Jun Qiang. Mark. Nicky. Pang Yao. Tracy. Ziqi.
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Thursday, March 19, 2009
6:19 PM

2 more days till my break ends.. damn.. got posted to Nee Soon Camp in Yishun area now i gotta travel all the way there on monday.. -.-" so damn bloody far... make me wake up so early also.. zzz

havent really been doing much during this break. Caught a movie with billy and weichao, Ride/Race to Witch Mountain (i cant rmb the title.. who cares? the keyword is witch mountain lol) on one of the days.. hmm.. im losing track of time.. NS really makes you forget which day you do your stuffs.. ._.

The day after I spent a day at henry's house playing mahjong. Was actually winning until Mark came. Mark, the next time im gambling, please come after im done.. lol.. =x

Wonder if anyone still comes to my blog.. seeing that i update so infrequently...

anyway, heres song that im currently attached to.. enjoy!

Gotta Be Somebody - Nickelback
This time I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I´ll be waiting for the real thing.

I'll know it by the feeling.
The moment when we´re meeting
will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen
So I`ll be holdin’ my own breath
Right up to the end
Until that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with


`Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There`s gotta be somebody for me like that.

`Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere.
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

Tonight, out on the street out in the moonlight
And dammit this feels too right
It´s just like Déjà Vu
Me standin’ here with you
So I´ll be holdin`my own breath
Could this be the end?
Is it that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with?‘


`Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There´s gotta be somebody for me like that.

`Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.


You can´t give up!
Lookin´ for that diamond in the rough
You never know but when it shows up
Make sure you´re holdin` on
‘Cause it could be the one, the one you´re waiting on


‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There has gotta be somebody for me

Ohhhhhh.Nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

Nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There has gotta be somebody for me out there.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Sunday, March 1, 2009
5:25 PM

.......
.......
as always im lazy to update.. -.-" but since ive nothing to do..
today was supposed to meet up with billy, weichao and nic toh for lunch at seoul gardens in tampines mall.. meeting time was 11.30am
i left house at 11 for the sake of leaving the house earlier... and guess what? they friggin decided not to go cause nic toh said he was sick...

hence today was just like any other sundays which i get bored easily and spend my time facing my laptop screen...

heard that alevels results releases on 6th march.. thats like... erm.. 5 days away.. strangely, i dont really feel scared or anything.. it feels as though its just something insignificant.. =.=

btw.. pes c BMT is really really slack.. maybe only for my platoon cause my commanders are all kind and friendly, unlike others.. they even practise a "non-vulgar" environment.. the best thing is that my 4days field camp was even cut to 3 days.. real lucky...
9 days to POC/end of BMT


all i ever wanted.. was just that bit of recognition..

expressing the emptiness inside me..